I have spent the past few months wondering. Why? What did I do? How do I fix this? Where did I go wrong? Who am I? What do I do now? The thing is I could dwell on these questions for the rest of my life. And I would get absolutely no where. Today I choose not to question. I choose happiness and promises of a new day. I choose to put self doubt to the side.
Today I choose Psalms 139:14
“I Praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works: my soul knows it very well.”
So today I arose to your word and my devotion.
I choose to meditate and pray instead of worry.
I worked out and set my steps in your word and promises.
I fed myself a healthy meal.
I watched the sunrise in your promise for a new day.
I will set my sights on you. I will trust the process and allow the pain, hurt and healing that will come with it. Today I will to forgive. Today I will lean on you when I feel weak. I know I make mistakes and fall short. But today I choose to lean on your promise, Lord.
Thank you for your blessings even when they are hard to see.
Today I will push forward.
Light and Love,